by Zilla » Wed Mar 23, 2011 7:49 pm
The halls were at a low murmur when Jason left Economics. He lucked out on this semester's schedule and had a long break after econ, a combination of his lunch followed by a free period. Unfortunately, none of his close friends shared his lunch period, and he only barely knew some of the people who shared his free period. Jason navigated the increasingly crowded hallways, almost dancing between the clustered students as he nimbly swept toward his locker.
Jason twisted the lock back and forth until his locker popped open. There were certain things hidden in his locker that he was careful not to let anyone see. Wrapped inside a dusty, pale blue folder, marked "Math," was a much brighter Lisa Frank folder full of neon rainbows and cute ponies. Nestled in here were his doodles, which he liked to work on during his free period. They were very private doodles, even though most people wouldn't connect the subject matter with Jason. They were drawings of Jamie.
Jason slipped his Econ textbook and folder into the locker and slipped the inconspicuous blue folder out, stashing it in his little black backpack. He pulled it on quickly, mounting it over one shoulder, as he flipped the locker shut and clicked the lock into place. He patted his pocket, feeling the keys to his little red Pontiac.
The halls were less crowded already, with only two minutes until the next period started. As he walked, Jason's thoughts were already drifting through his folder... He felt that familiar longing building. If only he could be as pretty as the girl he drew. If only he wasn't... himself.
He stepped out into the bright midday sun, squinting at the high school parking lot. He nearly ran to his car, eager to drive off somewhere where he could be alone, away from anyone who could catch him even thinking anything like what he was already thinking of. The keys slid into the door, and just as quickly into the ignition. The old car tripped into gear and shambled out of the lot.
Jamie slowly let the facade fall, alone in her car. Finally, she could be herself. She let out a sigh, letting her shoulders slip off an invisible burden. The radio was off, and she had a quiet moment to herself, gazing out at the world, letting her mind empty of all her concerns.
Jamie loved driving alone. She loved the solitude of her car, like a tiny, mobile fortress that kept the world out, where she was safe from other people's stares, their judgments, their words. All the mirrors were pointed away from herself, and she could just flow into the traffic, losing herself in the thrum of the city.
She passed the subway, slowing her speed as she spotted a cop car on the side of the road. She peered through the window at the child in the car and looked away instinctively, not wanting to stare at a cop. She jerked her head back, just barely tapping the brakes in surprise when it finally registered that a little girl was sitting in the driver's seat of the police car! It was even running! Jamie didn't know what to do about it, so she carefully kept her eye on the kid as she rolled past.
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